Maureen Waititu does not shy away from being open and vulnerable to the world when it comes to a few of the struggles in her life.
She has been open about the pain her break up with Frankie caused her and how that whole situation led her deep into depression. But she owes her strength and life all to God.
"I do not think people know I am born again and very Goldy. What people also do not know is I have an army. When I am broken and crying at 1 am there are people who will show up and pray with me. If it wasn't for prayers, Jessy I'd be dead right now. And not dead in an accident but because of all the stress I have taken in. There is power in prayer."
Maureen went on to get personal and revealed that since September last year, things haven't been rosy.
"I will get personal. I was on anti-depressants since September 2019. I was suicidal I was gone! I attempted twice. You reach a place and you're like what else? It is the worst place to be at. It took my entire support system. I am in a clique of six girls and two are my left and right, They will even come and take my kids, one each for me to catch a break. My entire support system have made me stop crying tears of pain theses days I cry tears of joy."
She then got MC Jessy emotional after she said her mum has shed tears for her.
"I owe all my grace to God. I used to be so angry in the past year, then I remember God is slow to anger The day I surrendered, the devil is always at work. The other day my mum called me crying my family is devastated. She called me crying and told me I am her baby and she knows what I am going through but I should let go and let God. I was not okay. I was like if my family is feeling this way I was wondering how can I be there for them. Seeing your mum cry is the worst thing. Imagine your mum crying because of what people say about you"
Maureen's relationship to her break up has been very public and so that has left room for so many opinions on her life and horrible comments. Both directly and of course from social media.
But she still carried her head up high and takes a day at a time to heal and create her own path of success through God.