Ben Kitili's wife, Amina Mude is a Vlogger and an advocate for healthy living, who has always opened up about battling depression.
Speaking to Massawe Japanni, Amina revealed that she suffered postpartum depression back in 2015 after giving birth to her daughter and was hospitalised for almost a month.
She says her daughter's cries used to irritate her to the core, and at times she did not want to see her.
"I was feeling hopeless, I wanted to be in the dark my baby's cries were irritating and did not want to see her." Said Amina.
I lifted my daughter and dropped her on the floor cause her cries were irritating me. My hubby advised me to take action cause I could have killed her." She added.
The mother of two says she was not sure of what exactly she was suffering from until she was diagnosed with hypothyroid.
Hypothyroidism is a condition in which your thyroid gland doesn't produce enough of certain crucial hormones.
The condition saw her gain a lot of weight registering 110kgs.
However, she has since worked on her body and through intermittent fasting, dieting and working out she has since lost 38 kgs.
Amina says the second time she conceived, she was already prepared with her medication as well as her environment.