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Gospel artiste Kambua and her husband were blessed with a child last year, Nathaniel Mathu.
Kambua had waited for seven years after her wedding in 2012.
Speaking about her journey on 'Waiting Wombs' the 'Nishikilie' hitmaker says she was ready to let go of her husband to be with a woman who could give him children.
“I DID GET TO A PLACE OF COMPLETE DEFEAT OF, OKAY AM OUT OF OPTIONS. I TOLD GOD NOW, WHATEVER IT WILL BE, I COMPLETELY LET GO OF TRYING TO CONTROL THE SITUATION AND COMPLETELY KNOWING THAT IT DIDN’T MATTER WHEN GOD WOULD DO IT AND HOW HE WOULD DO IT. I DIDN’T KNOW IF IT WAS GOING TO BE TEN YEARS LATER. BUT I AM OKAY IN YOU. USE ME AS I AM.”
“THE BABY CAME AND HALLELUJAH AND I PRAISE THE LORD FOR THAT BUT FOR ME, AS KAMBUA THE BIGGEST MIRACLE WAS FINDING KAMBUA AS ENOUGH IN GOD.”
Kambua added that;
“FOR MANY YEARS WE LIVED IN THE GREY IN THE SENSE THAT ANY MEDICAL PERSON WE MET AND CONSULTED WE GOT VERY VAGUE ANSWERS AND THAT IS ONE FRUSTRATING THING ABOUT THE FERTILITY JOURNEY, YOU MEET SPECIALISTS WHO TOLD US THERE IS NOTHING WRONG, KEEP TRYING…”
“IN NOV 2018 IS WHEN WE FINALLY GOT IT IN BLACK AND WHITE AND WE FINALLY KNEW THIS IS THE CONDITION. “IT BROKE ME IN A WAY THAT I DID NOT EXPECT. I WANTED TO KNOW BUT I WASN’T READY TO KNOW.”
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At some point in her life had already given up in marriage and she says she was ready to release her husband so he could get children with another person.
“I REMEMBER, I WAS IN MY DOCTOR’S OFFICE AND SHE IS SUCH A GOD SENT WOMAN, SHE GAVE ME THE TIME TO GET TOGETHER. WE HAD DONE THIS SO MANY TIMES LIKE I WAS PROBABLY EXPECTING NOT A BIG DEAL ANSWER KINDA THING.”
After getting her results, she informed her husband who was very calm about the situation
“HE KNEW WHERE I WAS GOING BUT I TOLD HIM I AM GOING TO THE SALON. I GOT HOME AND I WAS SOBBING AND SHOWED HIM THE RESULTS AND I REMEMBER HIM SAYING, THIS IS WHAT THE MEDICAL REPORT HAS SAID? OKAY BUT WHAT HAS GOD SAID ABOUT US. HE WAS SO CALM.”
Her husband loved kids all along and so the devil was speaking to Kambua to divorce him.
“THE ENEMY SPOKE TO ME LOUDLY THAT NIGHT THAT MY HUSBAND NEEDS ANOTHER WOMAN WHO CAN GIVE HIM CHILDREN AND SO WHEN I GET HOME, I AM GOING TO TELL HIM ITS OKAY, ‘I RELEASE YOU TO HAVE CHILDREN BECAUSE IT IS NOT FAIR FOR ME TO HOLD YOU BACK. SO I HAD MY LITTLE SPEECH PLANNED AND HE IS HERE CALMLY TELLING ME WHOSE REPORT WILL YOU BELIEVE,” SHE NARRATED.
Kambua added that after she told her husband about the medical report, they prayed and that was her moment of release.
