Instagram model and PNB Rock's girlfriend Steph Sibounheuang has finally come out to speak a month after her baby daddy was fatally shot while they were out for dinner.
Taking to her Instagram page, the mother of one posted a throwback video - having a cute moment before revealing that the rapper saved her life during the attack.
Speaking about the whole ordeal, Steph pointed out that she was nowhere near being okay.
"I am 100% not ok. If I wasn't spiritual I could kill myself (but then I'll go to hell and my man not there) My man saved my life... Throwing me under that table. I'm not supposed to be here but because of him I am," part of her deep post read.
She then went on to highlight that she had no idea how she was surviving or could erase the images from her memory.
Apparently, she was not allowed in the ambulance with her man, and to make matters worse she was arrested and interrogated all night long.
Steph added that she didn't know PNB had died all night long because she was in custody.
"No one would be able to handle this. TBH, I can't even handle this. To witness what I saw and to keep seeing it in my head, to being forced out of the restaurant, to not being able to go in the ambulance or the hospital.
She continued; "Car keys, purse, and my phone was taken from me, forced in the back of a police car, locked in an interrogation room all night, while all this is going on.
"And to be the last person in this world to know my man didn't make it after having the faith and confidence that he was."
She finished off by praying for strength to go on.
"The devil is running loose on earth. I will never understand a loss so close. I feel so empty. My world is dark now. My heart is broken for the kids. Cover me with strength, grace, and vision to carry on for the family.
Shed light on this world in such dark times. Let your power overcome evil.
Pain is real. No matter how rich you are, how famous you are, how spiritual you are. Some pain is inevitable."
American rapper Rakim Hasheem Allen popularly known by his stage name PnB Rock was pronounced dead after he was shot while having dinner with his girlfriend at Roscoe's Chicken & Waffles.